just talking life …
walking through the thicket, nettles stinging our hearts,
ever on the lookout for pathways of promise, yet forever treading the beaten track.
the hands of fickle time, jabbing these bodies, our shells to continue on ahead,
passing myriad alleyways of beckoning promise, a different course to chart alone,
though thorns dig deep, we persist, blindly trudging this dreary old way,
study hard, work harder, get married, have kids, buy a house, pay off the mortgage, babysit the grandchildren, develop illnesses, totter unsteadily on walkers, lay bound to our beds,
the well-travelled alleyways so many stumble through – over and over, and over again,
staying on the narrows, not going against the grain, banishing the murmurs, that whisper in our ears, to take a chance, to veer off the road, to stray down a more twisting thicket,
into an unknown realm, of dangers that may litter this course, of the light of hope that may shine in the dark,
oblivious of dragons that may lie in wait, hugging the shawls of comfort zones, soon to tattered by time and fate, to be left in the open, to brace the elements,
the same howling winds of that other well-trodden way, stung by similar twists and tragedies, tripping and falling, finding love perhaps, another one who has chosen to swim the streams alone,
we may lose our footing, sliding down slippery slopes,
but with a raging fire of hope, burning deep inside, knowing this has been our unique journey, far from the well-worn shoes of that other life,
stepping ever onwards one tiny inch at a time,
beholding beauty not even known,
tasting the sweet nectar of something new,
swimming the seas of uncharted waters,
thrashed by deafening winds,
tossed around by slashing waves,
till in the distance, we spot land,
and as the tides wash us ashore, we drift into fatigued sleep,
awakening to the soft chirping of the birds,
surrounded by swaying palm trees,
the hues of nature so vivid, the feelings in our soul so true,
as we feel talcum sands beneath our feet,
hearing the familiar music of life,
the sounds of the living surrounding us,
as we find this new abode teeming with life,
a world of peace we have at last found,
as we disappear into the sunset of a new day,
with the countless others,
who also chose this other way …
I feel this one.
I often ask myself is this it? Maybe it will get better for now this moment, its a thought for another day, as I pull down the covers and remember to breathe until Morpheus holds out his hands.๐
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beautifully and lyrically and so profoundly said – I too often wonder about the totality of it all – and more often than not hope breathes within – even though the hope comes after long moments of almost a vacuum where no thoughts can penetrate. sounds a bit insane to me too ๐
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Ahhh but its an insane we understand, sometimes too well. That word Hope… I seek her more often now. I pray she brings Promise along.๐
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Amen to that, my friend Kavita. May she seek us out and bring promise with her – just throwing the ball in her court ๐โ๐โฎโ๐ป
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I don’t know, Afzal: I’ve chosen to crawl through the twisting thicket instead of the more familiar path, and it’s hard. I often wonder if it would’ve been better for me to get a “normal” job, rather than to try to make my own way. The talcum sands and swaying palm trees seem a long way off at this point. It’s too late for me to change paths and “sell out” at this point, but I do wonder if it would’ve been better for me to stay on the beaten track.
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hey man the very same over here with me – it’s the paths of a different route that we have chosen that makes it much harder for us to be “normal” – but man, in an abnormal society it’s rather we be as we are – normal jobs and normal routines may be the road to “success” but I’d rather walk the harder road as well. which is exactly why the talcum beaches and swaying palms are a dream and who knows – some of them may come true. cheers as always brother Josh and stay well and warmest wishes
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Thanks Afzal! At this point it’s too late for me to be “normal:” I’ve been on this different path for too long. I can only hope that some good comes of it someday.
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I hear you brother. hope man – that’s something we just got to hold onto man. stay well bro
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Very deep my friend.
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thank you my friend. Peace and Equality and Love and Respect and Justice for All โ โ ๐
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What an excellent motto.
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thanks brother, if only one of ’em came true ๐
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Life situations. Well said
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thank you, my friend. much appreciated and humbled as always.
Peace and Equality and Love and Respect and Justice for All โ โ ๐
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Reblogged this on My Life on the Chicago # 36 Bus and commented:
Here is another reblog poem from my friend Abzul Moola, This is deep and familiar to us older folks. You younger ones will know it later
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thank you ever so much, my dear friend. humbled as ever and deeply appreciated.
Peace and Equality and Love and Respect and Justice for All โ โ ๐
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You write some powerful stuff
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my deepest thanks for your generous words, my dear friend Pat.
Peace and Equality and Love and Respect and Justice for All โ โ ๐
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