silence swells
drowning out the ceaseless chitter-chatter of days
innumerable
lost somewhere along these pathways
and having walked upon a few
and
crawled many more
i too
feel
that feeling
of feeling
bereft of hope
ah but
sprinkle some dreams coated with lies
glazed over
empty hollowed eyes
avert your sight
when they
stare at you
all cold
and
washed-up
and
dead
their
cold gaze
questioning
perhaps?
… questioning
us who feign death
on many a similar sun-drenched beach
while still squeezing in
4 hours a week
of community outreach?