repost: you lifted me

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you lifted me …

In the void of the crevasse,

in the bleakness that siphoned my breath,

in the pit of hopeless despair,

you lifted me,

to live again,

to be.

In the thrashing maelstrom of pain,

in the drowning sewage of that vile drain.,

you lifted me,

to live again,

to see.

In the suffocating hell of loneliness,

in the prison where I walked on shards of glass,

you lifted me,

to live …

you lifted me,

out of the bleakness of my personal hell,

you lifted me,

when all that remained of me was a hollow shell,

you lifted me,

each time I tripped, every time I fell …

you lifted me,

breathing life into my arid soul again,

you lifted me,

with the elixir to stand upright again,

you lifted me,

healing me with your human touch again …

you lifted me,

out of the desolation of that lifeless cave,

you lifted me,

you infused in me the hope that you so selflessly gave,

you lifted me,

steering me away from the edge of that yawning grave …

you lifted me,

mending the fragments of my heart,

you lifted me,

gathering the pieces of myself that lay torn apart,

you lifted me,

giving life, as the anguish did quietly depart …

you lifted me,

cradling me as I once more felt whole,

you lifted me,

away from the agony of walking on hot coal,

you lifted me,

as you lift me now …

now that we are one,

now that we are together,

now that we bathe in the light that fate once stole,

you lifted me,

as we remain as one,

heart to heart,

soul to soul …

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repost: love, passion, music and all that jazz

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love, passion, music and all that jazz …

The strings are tugged, the drumming feeds off the passion imbued,

soft notes caress each breath breathed,

the music within, so intricately weaved.

Our feelings are set alight by the crescendo that rises, the melodies of moments shared,

thud-thudding to the beat of our hearts, floating and coursing through our veins,

as symphonic passion flows through every note that strains.

Wind breezes into saxophones, fingers strum guitars, the jazz plays ever on, warming our souls, mending our fragmented hearts,

we kiss the blues away, aching inside, and with every lyrical turn, in the cauldron we dance as we burn,

inflamed by melodies hewn into our consciousness, softly stirring emotions that come alive,

as the music plays on, as passions bloom, blossom, and thrive.

How can we get through these parched days, these still nights,

without the tunes that reach for the heavens, soaring above our gnawing reality, picking us up from the cold ground, to embrace dizzying heights.

We would not still be here, if the music had stopped,

we would not still be here, through all these decades that have passed,

we would not still be here,

but here we are,

standing together, wrinkled fingers clasped,

still creaking along the grooves of vinyl infused hope,

we stand together, and we shall stand some more,

as we bask in the memories, of times gone by,

with the melodies of a life lived, and a life loved,

the music striking chords deep inside,

fusing our hearts as one, well braced for the struggles,

that may still lash us, shaking our ramparts with each incoming tide …

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you are the physics of my world

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you are the physics of my world …

1.

the random sparks of infinitesimal neurons,

the random chaos of the vast cosmic beyond,

the random tugs of quantum strings,

have somehow,

incredibly swirled,

bringing your completeness into the vacuum of my world.

2.

these apparently random machinations, of this universe of possibilities,

has defied all permutations of chance,

to coalesce for us,

now,
today,

as we share our brightly blazing celestial dance.

3.

words escape me, there is no explanation,

to describe the meeting of our twin souls,

there is no hypothesis that I am able to construct,

that fuels these passions, these desires, these feelings that skywards into the heavens erupt.

4.

these atoms and quarks and gluons, bind us together in the most unscientific way,

they exude feelings impossible to explain,

love, for instance,

and a love as deep and abiding and true as ours,

is impossible to understand, even if we tried, spending years and countless hours.

5.

now my love of felines brings me to schrödinger and his deadalive cat,

for unlike dear schrödinger I can say with utmost certainty, that in that box my love for you,

is alive, and ever so true.

6.

all the dark matter, that is postulated to roam the entirety of space,

cannot dim the light of the stellar blaze of our star of love,

our sun that radiates gloriously, from the deepest recesses of our heart, from our magnetically interlinked place.

7.

all the talk of black holes not allowing light to flee,

comes not closer to the raging cauldron of our shared togetherness,

as we lay blanketed by the heavens above that envelope you, and that cloak me.

8.

the distance of light years are bridged so effortlessly, so easily traversed between you and I,

merging our love, our own supernova lighting the unfolding years we have yet to face,

roaring like a furnace, hewn into the very fabric of our innerspace …

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😀 re-repost: 🙊 yikes – this is just too schmaltzy 😊

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yikes – this is just too schmaltzy …

The essence of our love rests not just in moonlight kisses, nor in dusky sensual caresses.

Our love, that hugs us both, shielding us from life’s travails,

steadies our shared ship on stormy waters, bolstering our sails.

This love we share with each other, through gentle words and tender acts,

may never be quantified, in infinite scribbles, nor in countless wordy tracts.

The core of our love, ablaze, forged in that passionate furnace into one,

shines brighter within us, far brighter than the midday sun.

The essence of our love, infusing our days, and weaving exquisite dreams in our nights of sleep,

that essence,

that precious nectar, shall nourish us forever more,

as it consumes us, drenching us both, right into our beings so deep …

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re-repost 😆: talkin’ love’s hues unblues

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talkin’ love’s hues unblues …

Scarlet roses infused in your breath, marmalade kisses passionate and sweet,

marshmallow clouds our embracing canopy, your ebony hair my silken sheet,

showering honey-dipped butterfly kisses, your sensuous form showering me with a nectar, ever so delicious as our bodies meet.

Turquoise skies beckon us, as we lay together on the cooling forest green,

the emerald grasses a carpet of embroidered emotions, felt deeply within the crevasses of our hearts, remaining unseen,

as a bronze dusk etches the heavens above, mingling with the crystal waters of our tender shared stream.

We soak in the pallette of colours all around us, our dawns morphing from dark night into hopeful pastel hues,

our days as soft as my velveteen fingertips, gliding over your form, as we lay knotted together, hugging our love which we have promised we will never lose,

and as we slip away into dreams of passionate embossed sketches,

we know,

at long last,

that we have banished the detritus of yesteryear’s blues …

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repost: LOVE: Access Denied

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LOVE: Access Denied.

Love, snarled on the information superhighway,

a few dashed off emails,
a few hastily typed out instant messages,

a shared meme,
a forwarded self-help quote –

a couple of sentences here and there,

unlike real conversations, infused with true love and with thoughtful care.

I am guilty – mea culpa – no two ways about my falling for the same,

where a few fingerstips spell out words of hasty ‘I love yous’,

where love feels like a to-and-fro tennis game.

–

mwaahs …

💜 …

gonna b l8 …

more mwaahs …

–

Now I know I’m an old dude from back in the day,

when we committed pen to paper whenever we had a something to say,

with rose petals between the pages of a handwritten letter,

and as all oldies look back,

that seemed so much more sensual, so much more personal,

with many drafts discarded, many ink stains on my fingertips,

much ‘Parker Royal Blue’ spilled,

many ‘HB’ pencils with blunted tips.

Now don’t castigate me for not being ‘down’ with the times,

for I find word-processers just brilliant,

with that ‘del’ button manna from heaven,

and ‘copy and paste’ just too fine,

especially nowadays where I fail to realise how quickly disappears,

all my time.

Yes, I am just an oldie, with selective amnesia and hazy wistful thoughts,

of a time when I was younger,

awaiting my beloved’s letter with palpable hunger,

yes, I am just an oldie yearning for what for me was a simpler time, a less rushed world,

when I spent hours, and hours more,

on how my “t’s” on blank parchment,

danced and swirled …

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re-re-repost 😀: you found me

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you found me …

Sidestepping thorny shards on the pathways of my life,

rambling between alleyways of splintered glass,

slipping in the deep night of lonely despair,

shattering this soul,

this heart of mine, wanting to only be part of a whole.

You found me, torn on the cold frigid ground, you picked me up when fragments of hope were nowhere to be found,

your gentle love embraced me, as we stood shoulder to shoulder,

your warmth an exquisite cocoon, enveloping me, your caresses unshackling the knots, setting me free.

We loved each other with a passion unrestrained, you bathed me in the cool waters of a renewed life, you healed the wounds cleaved by that old lonesome knife,

our famished hearts feasted on a shared love, discarding the veneer of sight, our togetherness felt deep within our beings, unfettered from the chains that once suffocated us so tight.

Yes, you found me, you picked me up when all hope had fled, you loved me when I lay famished, naked, as my very sense of self I had shed.

Yes, you raised me, you embraced me as only the truest love can, you steered me away from the maelstrom, as we together lay in each others arms, beneath our solitary palm tree, on the soft gentle sand,

Yes, you saved me, you opened my eyes to behold the new dawn’s light, and we held each other with all of our love’s might.

Today, decades down the path, we still revisit our solitary palm, basking in its shade, your head resting on my chest, on our beach of talcum sand,

yes, today, decades down the path, we still walk together, shoulder to shoulder,

into the sunset,

hand in hand …

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life, injustice, and a clean shirt

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life, injustice, and a clean 

shirt …

we are entangled in the bog, as we sweat, as we slog.

the crumbs we receive, with fanfare do deceive.

the 1% whip up emotions of hate, as they remain buffered in their ostentatious state.

we the people are confined to sweatshops, grinding away, for 18 hours a day.

they dock our pay if we dare fall ill, sewing our tongues shut so we may not talk, as long as their designer labels get paraded on the catwalk.

we have been subjected to this and we may never leave, as our mothers and fathers before us, into whom the talons of greed did gnaw and cleave.

they stoke our passions, of race, gender, religion, to whip up hate, blinding us so we may not see that we all share the same fate.

we are stuffed into offices, while they withhold our pay, while they strangle us until we bleed, our families discarded, for who are we to breathe and to feed.

we are expected to endure this hell, of indignity, of injustice, of tattered souls, of inexpressible hurt,

as we are repeatedly kicked down into the dirt.

but the news tells us that all is well,

the stock-markets are rallying,

the market robust as their coffers continue to swell,

as their billboards entice us with that haute couture pair of jeans, that impossibly expensive skirt,

just so that we clock in,

day in and decade out,

in a crisp clean shirt …

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re-reposting this 🙊😀: what is love for me?

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what is love for me?

Love is your head laying on my chest, beneath a swaying palm, love is the solace we offer each as a soothing healing balm.

Love is not swallowing what society wishes to us feed, love is wanting each other and not the illusions of material greed.

Love is knowing that the skin will age and wrinkle, love is knowing that the celestial star of togetherness will never cease to twinkle.

Love is knowing there exists no pristine hearts or souls, for we are all so very far from commercialised perfection, love is acknowledging that always, and in our moments of quiet reflection.

Love is truly and deeply loving each other, warts and all, love is kneeling down to lift each other up whenever we slip, whenever we fall.

Love is never thrusting ones beliefs unto each other, love is appreciating and embracing the differences between one another.

Love is not being constrained by race, religion, nationality, caste or tribe, love is knowing we all bleed red, and from a common fountain we all do life’ waters imbibe.

Love is honestly being content with what we have to share, love is never allowing the rat-race to us ensnare.

Love is not merely oaths taken, vows spoken, love is living and tending for each other when one of us feels lost and if one of us is torn, or broken.

Love is so much more than kisses and making love, though that is always oh-so good, love is nourishing each other with the truest emotions, the bounty of soul-food.

Love is having differences of opinion, of engaging in robust debate, love is not just agreeing with everything we say, love is not living in that sterile state.

Love is taking a stand, in this iniquitous world, love is speaking truth to power, love is never ever merely accepting it all, love is not us shielding ourselves so that in inured inaction we cower.

Love is your head laying on my chest, beneath a swaying palm, love is the solace we offer each as a soothing healing balm …

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The Rivers of a Life

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The Rivers of a Life …

Bracing for the rapids ahead, clutching onto filaments where salty tears sting the places we have bled.

Hold on!

The rapids will stutter to a meandering stream, our brittle souls heaving sighs of relief as a glimpse of hope waltzes on a sunbeam.

Hold on tight!

The stream opens itself up, slipping into the wide waters of the river at peace, soothing our beings, the stabbing pain now beginning to cease.

Let go!

The mouth of the river yawns as it approaches the endless expanse of the sea, hushing us, stilled by knowing we are but an infinitesimal part of what we thought we could be.

Free at last!

beyond us the unseen future, right now we soak in the truths of the present,

behind us we leave the detritus of the past.

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alone, together

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alone, together …

The rays of the summer sun peek between the canopy of green above,

we walk hand in hand through the thicket searching for our sensual place of love,

a small pond and a gentle waterfall comes into view,

as we abandon all shrouds and wade into the soothing waters of blue.

Our bodies intertwine, flesh on bare flesh,

skin against skin, light years away from the city’s raucous din,

as we share light kisses, enmeshed in each others arms so close, so very tight,

while we float in the lyrical waters, eyes closed as all we need are tender caresses so exquisitely light.

We taste each other, sipping the nectar of passion with a desire that we need no longer restrain,

with the orchestral sounds of the jungle, swirling in their symphonic refrain,

our lips meet, we feel the thud-thudding of our hearts merging,

in harmony with the sublime feelings so wildly surging.

We whisper odes, we imbibe our hungering need,

as the meandering waters envelope us in their calming sheath,

we tenderly become one, restraining for now our insatiable greed,

and as our bodies writhe, we feel our shuddering deep inside, a quivering dewy leaf.

The sun slowly dips and swoons, we wish we could share these precious moments for many more moons,

but alas, the here and now calls out, drawing us out of this magical reverie,

as we find each other back amidst the cacophony of real life,

where we pine,

where we ache,

where we wish only,

to be together,

free …

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“True Detective” Season 3 has arrived – Here are 3 old scribbles from Season 1

True Detective Season 1

( for ‘True Detective’ Season 1 fans )

for rust & marty …

you see there may come a time when all of what we yearn and ache and pine and lie and cheat and kill and maim and hurt to attain may turn out to be as worthless as the lives we hurt and took and raped and pillaged and tortured and slapped and abused and molested and plundered and then we shall be seen for that what we all essentially are:

sentient meat. no more. no less.

               ________________

rustin’ away …

swept along tugged by the currents that weave cobwebbed chaos hurling us tossing our malleable forms further into the poisoned seas as tide after merciless tide batters and shatters our mortality thrusting us deeper into the bowels of asphyxiating numbness and dumbness that has numbed down and dumbed us even more so because we need the charade to persist for our egos will and shall not whittle away as flesh decays and in that sliver of the blink of an eye is the hysterical maniacal orderly randomness of it all in its naturally-selected symmetry of nothingness because how am i supposed to wake up tomorrow or next weekend if not for some hardwired tripswitch that shuts all critical thought albeit for an instant but in that instant and in each of those instances the ego keeps on cashing in on deluded overtime and we you her him i us yes us all don’t even know that its happening all the time and that it has happened since the manufacturing of the illusion of time and that it is happening right now to me and perhaps to you too yeah hmm …

and …

channeling rustin cohle …

yeah so okay it’s all just horseshit this damn grinder of souls enmeshed in sordid dreams of twisted consciences lost along the highway of shovelled lies spawned by the inebriated copulation of the gelatinous whole this whole hysterical theatre of bits and bites of neurons sparking all just electricity just plain damn old electricity seeding grief sorrow pain loss ache death life hiroshima where the living envied the dead yes that place this place still this place that exists as large as castles in our collective so called human minds collectively speaking of course but also force-fed the illusion of individual choice … 

        __________

“Life’s barely long enough to get good at one thing. So be careful what you get good at” – Rustin Cohle (True Detective)

True Detective Season One

The truth of our Love

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The truth of our Love …

1.

True love rests upon countless whispering leaves,

one by one falling to the ground,

the truest love is carried on dandelion seeds,

fluttering within hearts here, there, and all around. 

True love that settles and binds two souls,

intertwines emotions, with a comforting tenderness so rare,

as we trudge on, having long shed the expectations of togetherness,

in a cold callous world, in this grinder where flimsy connections flicker past as we lay our souls bare.

True love afloat on the breeze found me, when your soft caresses tremulously wafted into my life,

as you fanned the dying embers into a furnace, gently warming my entire world,

for when we walked hand in hand, on the beaches of our loves’ distilled truths,

a kaleidoscope of feelings were within us both, gloriously unfurled.

2.

We have shared a lifetime of embroidered passions, with gentle flourishes and scribbled verse,

we have held each other, in moments of desire, soaring into the boundless open sky,

we have stood shoulder to shoulder, as the tides of pain battered us, as the ache of the twisting talons of fate gnawed us, almost apart at our very edges,

we have weathered the howling winds of adversity, as one, we have nurtured the flame of our bond, in those bleak moments when it threatened to die,

yes, our love has cocooned us together, where words seem unnecessary, for when true love finds you,

it needs no oaths, no promises, no dotted lines to sign, no rehearsed, mumbled pledges …

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We are one Race = Human

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We are one Race = Human …

1.

The bigots on all sides try to inflame our petty egos,

to inflate our hollow pride,

bigots on all sides try to abuse our beliefs,

so blinded by our puffed-up arrogance –

“my country right or wrong”,

“my religion and never yours”,

“the colour of my skin and not yours”.

Politicians on all sides try to divide us,

their narrow ambitions riding on our emotions,

trying to pollute all that can, if unquestioningly followed, tear us apart:

nationality,
language,
religion,
gender,
tribe,
race,
sect,

drumming up fear, always fear,

of my fear of you,
of your fear of them,
of our fear of them all.

Their hypocrisy is stark,
as jarring as a rabid dog’s wailing bark,

their intentions far from noble,

their hope is to keep us all, shivering with trepidation,

in the dungeon of racist,
nationalistic,
sectarian,
religious,
casteist,

notions of superiority,

as we throw punches,
as we hurl abuse,

at each other in this purposely infected dark.

The clergy on all sides as well, want us huddled in fear in the deep suffocating well,

of carefully crafted sectarian hate, of artificial religious walls,

of dogma and of semantics, of only picking each other up,

if they are one of “us”,

but never if one of “them” slips,

and falls.

We have danced to these toxic tunes for far too long,

we have served their diseased interests for ages,

dictating who can belong,

allowing the blood in our veins,

to be boiled as it ceases to flow,

and simply rages.

The monsters of Capital and of greed,

have kept us all in line, shackled by the fictitious belief,

that trickle down wealth will bring us all some relief,

while amassing fortunes and sending the young to war,

for their invasions of plunder, of opening up new markets,

even as the gravely wounded soldier knocks on death’s door.

2.

No more!

The future is ours and it will be built with our bare hands, though not as before,

because we stand today as one race,

the human race,

we stand together today,

and their batons and bullets we are prepared to face!

No more!

The times ahead are ours, and the furnace of meaningful change burns bright in our collective core,

for we stand today as one race,

the human race,

we stand together today,

to banish the old and build a new world in its place!

No more!

The years ahead shall be filled with trials and tribulations, but we will let the light shine as we open every locked door,

for we stand today as one race,

the human race,

we stand together today,

and we shall reclaim our commons, our wide open shared space!

No more!

Tomorrow the healing will begin, of countless a festering sore,

for we stand today as one race,

the human race.

We stand together today,

we stand firm and we stand tall,

firm in our convictions that we will always lend our hands to all,

to never again, to never let, another human being break down and fall …

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