
a bloviating manic-depressive …
squirming inside my skin,
razor blades grating within,
needing to moult once more,
knowing i am a wastrel, a festering sore.
whirling static in my mind,
swirling rainbows left behind,
needing to turn off every light,
knowing i am a stain, a grotesque blight.
jangling nerves shatter my soul,
rhymelessly battering my whole,
needing to flee from all of this,
knowing i am a mistake, hideously amiss.
discordant shrieks assail my heart,
baleful cries rip each moment apart,
needing nothing but desolate space,
knowing i am a shell, a hollow carapace.
wake me up when this night takes leave
thrash me with your words that cleave,
whip me into desiccated formlessness,
for there is nothing here i will ever miss …

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