LOVE: Access Denied.
Love, snarled on the information superhighway,
a few dashed off emails,
a few hastily typed out instant messages,
a shared meme,
a forwarded self-help quote –
a couple of sentences here and there,
unlike real conversations, infused with true love and with thoughtful care.
I am guilty – mea culpa – no two ways about my falling for the same,
where a few fingerstips spell out words of hasty ‘I love yous’,
where love feels like a to-and-fro tennis game.
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mwaahs …
π …
gonna b l8 …
more mwaahs …
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Now I know I’m an old dude from back in the day,
when we committed pen to paper whenever we had a something to say,
with rose petals between the pages of a handwritten letter,
and as all oldies look back,
that seemed so much more sensual, so much more personal,
with many drafts discarded, many ink stains on my fingertips,
much ‘Parker Royal Blue’ spilled,
many ‘HB’ pencils with blunted tips.
Now don’t castigate me for not being ‘down’ with the times,
for I find word-processers just brilliant,
with that ‘del’ button manna from heaven,
and ‘copy and paste’ just too fine,
especially nowadays where I fail to realise how quickly disappears,
all my time.
Yes, I am just an oldie, with selective amnesia and hazy wistful thoughts,
of a time when I was younger,
awaiting my beloved’s letter with palpable hunger,
yes, I am just an oldie yearning for what for me was a simpler time, a less rushed world,
when I spent hours, and hours more,
on how my “t’s” on blank parchment,
danced and swirled …
This is superbly brilliant Afzal – we may well be oldies, but at least we have our memories of afar in the new world π
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thank you my dear brother – indeed we may be oldies but yet inured and numbed by the plastic all around us.
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Erk, plastic, the single one bane of all human kind – l look forwards to the days when plastics are under control and not controlling us π
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as I do too – may that day not be far away, for or else our beautiful home this earth shall a wasteland lay …
PLUR my brother always
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So very sadly true. I sometimes wonder if this ‘push to clean up’ has come too late. So much terrible damage has been done to the planet already. The human populations of our world simply think that this earth is theirs, it’s not, we live on the planet and we have a responsibility to harvest it for resources in a much kinder way. Yet, we are not simply harvesting, but raping, murdering and pillaging the resources like we have some divine right, when we don’t have that right.
Is it too late for us already? maybe, time tells, time always does.
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yes my brother, time tells – time always tells –
your thoughts are completely on point about how we all as the human race have continuously and continue to pillage and plunder this earth our only home as if it is ours to do so – we are visitors here and in the billions of years our past few centuries of industrialisation is nothing but a blip on the age of earth yet the damage we have inflicted is beyond doubt so grievous and quite well may me irreversible. we as human beings have the hubris to do as we wish to our commons and yes we or our descendants shall pay the price of our blatant disregard for the state of our environment and oceans and forests and our spewing toxic emissions into the atmosphere.
may the needs of the planet be replaced by the greed of the few and actually by us all in our own way. they say it every drop to fill a bucket so each of our drops may just collectively help because as Carl Sagan said we are not going to get help from anyone or anywhere else in the cosmos
PLUR always
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So very very true Afzal – there is no one but us to help us. Currently, previously we are only now realising that our future existence is perilously close to the end. Nostradamus even predicted it, as indeed did Carl himself. Stephen Hawking before he died, said if we had 1000 years on this planet we would be lucky.
Industrialisation, over farming, crippling populations, aggressive and greed driven urbanisation, merciless hunting and forgaing of our fauna and flora the list goes on.
People fear terrorism as the end of our days, l don’t think so, l could be wrong, but l think Father Time and Mother Nature will be our ultimate ending. Super Bugs will wipe the human race out, we have done nothing but systematically destroyed all the natural reservoirs of immunity we have. look after the planet it will look after you was once a popular held belief, no more can we rely upon that credo l believe.
i am oft astonished at how little people truly know about the destructions or the global warming, the melting of our ice caps, these are all entitled ‘absurd conspiracy theories’, well we shall see l feel.
Of course you and l and hundreds of thousands of environmentalists before us will have seen it, but the genral populaces tend to not believe these things to keep their fears and sanities intact.
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thanks a tonne for your thoughts, brother. I shall respond a bit later – busy at the moment.
cheers for now mate.
PLUR always
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You know me by now Afzal, as and when is always fine π
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I certainly do my brother
PLUR my brother and dear friend
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I’m completely with you, brother – the actions of human beings over particularly the last few centuries has put our ‘pale blue dot’ as Carl called it in great peril.
There is only so much the earth can offer us and the greens and the waters and flora and fauna outnumber our race infinitely but we have the power so we wield it and we have wielded it most grotesquely by bringing our planet to the brink of severe climate change – everywhere one looks – every mechanised industry – which we are already feeling the effects of and climatologists have warned us bluntly enough that we cannot simply carry on like this.
Excuse the pun but greed trumps sober and humane and responsible thought and actions so we are literally staring at a very bleak future.
Terrorism and wars and violence do impact us very negatively but on a global scale our destruction of the lungs of the earth in the Amazon and the fracking and countless other attacks on nature and the fine balance it has taken billions of years to evolve into is as you say the most dangerous thing we are doing to ourselves literally.
Nuclear weapons and biological and chemical weapons of course fall into the planet destroying end of the spectrum but our rampant and rapacious and utterly callous plunder of our earth is going to, in a generation or two or three after us, leave this earth in a dire state – and history will judge us and this era shall be regarded as the most selfish era in human history.
PLUR my brother always
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And that is 100% correct Afzal. We shall be regarded as the dumbest of the dum when it comes to inhabitationists – we have created very quickly in reality terms for as you rightly point out a beauty that took billions of years to evolve in the shortest time possible.
We see films about alien life coming to our planet to harvest resources, and l laugh because if that were to happen, our natural resources are practically depleted, and the only abundant resource we do have is ourselves. Our planet will die beneath our feet whilst we are still complaining and bemoaning who has not done this and who is going to do it, by the time an answer is present, the end could well be simply upon us.
We will search the galaxy for our advanced technologies to simply harvest and outsource and once more we shall destroy yet something else.
Many a time, l simply despair at our absolute stupidity … and laugh when l hear people refer to human intelligence as supreme …. ???
Really?
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absolutely my brother! human intelligence is after all as Einstein put it “I know the universe to be infinite and human stupidity too. and I am sure of only the latter” or something to that effect π
may we save us from ourselves – I think that has been the need and still remains the need of the hour.
cheers my brother and PLUR always
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Oh yes, l do so love that quote of his, that has been memed apparently nearly 3 million times since he said it π
I remember reading that and saying is that all??
PLUR
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LOL too true brother
PLUR
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π ha ha
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PLUR my brother as always
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Love this, as I am old soul trapped in an under 40 body. I feel expected to know the technology I’ve matured with and yet am pulled toward my simple upbringing. I get my fill writing thousands of inmate letters which was not part of the plan, but who better to call upon than an old soul who loves to write? π
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I know this is a big statement – but I feel we’re fellow travellers on one of the pathways that bisect the good old fountain pen and the good new keyboards on our new fangled devices LOL
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Great you want to write some inmates? π
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lol classic π
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I still write letters from time to time, and still press rose petals.
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wonderful – long may we write as in write π
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