freeversing the blues …
tears trickle down far too many a cheek,
while bigotry and hate like raw sewage reek,
down these cellophane faces in plastic towns,
while hope in the well of misery drowns.
the fractured spirits never seem to mend,
even when swallowing the latest trend,
gagging at the emptiness of last week’s buys,
desperately polishing facades while the barren heart cries.
we crawl as we trawl the roads for joy,
spitting yesterdays away like some overused toy,
fleeting moments never savoured whatever the ploy,
we become the enemies we seek to destroy.
why do we slam the doors shut on faces hungry and needy,
don’t we already have it all for us to be so callously greedy,
while we suck the blood and drink the tears of the ones we chase away,
condemning them to ghettoes in which they absolutely must stay.
when will we excise the demons on which apathy feeds,
will we ever kill off sweatshops serving our wants and not our needs,
will we ever stop putting guns in children’s hands,
will we perpetuate the lie of where the tomahawk missile really lands.
what grotesque metamorphosis have we been subjected to,
where we whistle down corridors oblivious, blinded to all that is true,
throttling the many for the benefit of the few,
all the while supping on heaving tables as if we don’t have a clue.
will we continue to feign ignorance of marital, partner, and child sexual abuse,
discarding each fractured soul as if they were stale news,
blindly turning our heads and thusly perpetuating male hetero-patriarchy,
keeping the blinkers on, while banishing the sordid truth we pretend not to see.
when will people of colour all around the world be seen, as human beings and not merely chattel,
as people, as a part of humanity, and not as some half-bred form of vassal,
to be used and discarded like stale garbage that needs to be trashed,
while on single malt whisky we gleefully get smashed …
… and when will all the world share in the bounties of this earth,
so that we may truly bring a more equitable, a more fair, a more just world to birth.
Very difficult to read and write. I absolutely love your vocabulary and placement of words… I envy this talent of yours. Good luck Afzal.
I will be back on one of your blog someday for discussion on some topic
Today the doorway to my inner mind and soul is closed.. See you soon
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thank you my friend as always – and i look forward to our future conversations … stay well my friend and warmest wishes and regards.
Peace always!
βπ»π
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Oh Afzal, that’s the whole problem, I ran after peace so much that I got huge shocks since a few days, now everything is in shut down mode.
Till laters, I will be back..
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I am unhappy to hear that, dear Shalini. May peace find you and embrace you my friend. and looking forward to hearing from you soon. stay well my friend.
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Such is life Afzal, the more I run after something the more it runs away from me… But I can’t stop trying… But some days everything just shuts down
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such is life indeed, Shalini. please be less hard on yourself my friend. you need to be less harsh on yourself, my friend. being ‘still’ at times is what we need even though we don’t know it then. wishing you the very very best and really looking forward to hearing from you soon.
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Very soon.. Laters Afzal… I need to heal and find my core of forgiveness to forgive the one who has hurt me… I know I will but I don’t know when. I am holding on to my righteousness and a bit of revenge but I won’t act on that… Just probably a self pity episode…
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I feel that I can understand that. take all time you need to heal for the sake of your general health as well.
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Oh yes.. That too.. But I will be in touch.. I just hate when I am venomous but I think those moments are decreasing… I really wonder why people say something, do the complete opposite and then call themselves a great person…
I think I like a simpler life where I say what I mean or not say anything at all.
Afzal I have a question for you – can you understand the language of silence?? I haven’t learnt that yet.. I like my silence but my mind doesn’t stop thinking. So I want to learn that
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I wish I could understand the silence too. I too overthink stuff and that keeps my mind racing. the scribbles are an attempt at some cathartic release from the noisy and at times clanging mind.
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I like my silence but I am not comfortable in its language, it denotes loneliness that’s why my mind races… Have to learn the language of silence or better yet to be one with silence…
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‘to be one with silence’ – oh that is what I too seek. let us hope we do find it someday – much sooner rather than later.
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True that… I sleep now.. I find that with the shocks happening, sleep is a rare commodity in my life.
Another question – would you exchange your emotional heart which gets broken often and life is painful for a cold heart which doesn’t get broken but life is carefree and happy???
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that is a very difficult question but instinctively I would say no, I would rather feel the emotions – good and harsh ones too than close myself up … and I think there are people who cannot consciously do that – our nature of being ‘open’ to others’ pain is something many cannot shut off … I think you have a warm and kind heart and that you shall always carry that with you. it may seem hard at times and may certainly cause pain but to close oneself off to emotions would render us almost dead on the inside
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I am on the precipice of this choice.. I am waiting to see if I can find a middle pathway…
On a secretive note, I am tired of feeling so much.. I tell my heart, feel a little less but it just doesn’t listen.. After this hurt I am hoping to find a way to be happy
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I think you will make the right choice and not the easier one – even though it may cause you more hurt but in the end you and your spirit and soul are, I sense, warm and kind. as for the middle path – that is just so so hard to find, let alone walk on. I do hope you find the peace we all need so much – that inner peace ever so elusive
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Thank you till laters, my friend, till laters
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thank YOU. till laters, friend. βπ»π
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and no thank-yous
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and there never is a need for sorries. we are human, and we feel, we are emotional beings so never apologise for how you feel my friend! warmest wishes and wishing you well for the time ahead
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and no, I don’t think it is a pity episode at all. warmest wishes friend
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and yes, some days it does all shut down. don’t be too hard on yourself for that too.
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and you are so right, such is life at times.
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Visionary poem, really, a must share across everywhere.
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thank you very much, friend. truly and deeply appreciated.
Peace and Equality for All πββπ»π
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